My mother's digital camera and I have a longstanding history of hatred. I thought we might be able to get over it tonight. I reinstalled everything and thought maybe this time the ugly program would work... but of course it didn't. It just sat there and let me do everything but upload the current pictures off the memory stick. Grr and argh.
Stupid un-user friendly Sony shit.
I feel so lethargic. Allison was trying to sex me up all afternoon and I just kept shooting her down. She got cranky. I don't blame her. I would have gotten cranky too. I just couldn't get into it.
I haven't been in the mood to be touched lately. Not by anyone. Not anywhere. Maybe it's the heat. I don't know. I really don't have much explanation. It's troubling me to think about not wanting my girlfriend to touch me. I know I still love her. It doesn't seem to have to do with falling out of love.
I may need to have a good cry. Or a good sleep. Or a good vacation. Or a good fuck. I don't know. I just want it to be made better.
Nicole
What I hear: Ani DiFranco-Sorry I Am